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| well i'll update this bitch.
Track is going well for the most part i suppose. Long and tiring some days.
Grades are good...pulling them up in landsberg.
ahh lent started. No Meat on friday. I didn't really give anything up though. Probably should have.
Retreat at cvhurch last weekend. It went well there was like 50 kids there. That was good for our first time. THey were a good group of kids. They seemed like they really wanted to be there. THat also made it better.
The only thing i would have hoped for was more people coming from our church, but yeah i guess i can't really fault them on that.
I think i might have a crush on a certain someone. We'll see how this goes.
OOOO saw Justo Llamas in concert out in summerset yesterday. I had fun. I probably would have enjoyed the concert more if i understood what he was saying, That concert kinda pushed me away from wanting to take spanish next year lol. But jess, kristin, brodie, britt, and i made it fun lol. It was just really nice to not have to go to school for a day. Surpise surprise i actually knew where we were when we got near the high school. THat's shocking. I cant even make it through murrysville from franklin estates. Did you know that someone you end up in harrision city near st barbras and shrams farm. Go figure. That was news to my mom and I.
well tonight is friday. I hope you all do something fun. I have track tomorrow morning at nine kinda annoyedd about that. O well it can onlly be an hour and a half. Today wasnt horrible. This week really hasnt been exccept i got shin splints. THey hurt like a mother. But i got new shoes, and i ordered spikes so maybe all that will help.
I kknow enough about track.
Sorry for all the typing issues i have nails on makes it hard to type lol.
well comment.
<3 MEgan | | |
| Well it's been a while since the last update...
Let;s see what's been going on.
Lent started yesterday Holly, Barb, and I went to mass before school, well actually at 8:30. It was pretty good. I listened to what the priest was saying for once, trying to get some words of wisdom.
Started track...it's not too bad i suppose some days worse than others lol.
My Shins hurt a little.
Yesterday i saw Caleb after school he was there to get Kristin that was exciting i haven't seen him since homecoming.
This weekend i dont really know what i'm doing...Any plans anyone lol.
School has been good. Always kind of fun, especially bio and english because marie always makes me laugh because she thinks i have some insider trading negotiation with the teachers so they will give me A's.
Good times.
Last weekend all the girls came over, we went to the movies, then back to my house, OH DANG. That's all i have to say about that lol. :wink: .
YEah well that's about all really nothing new has been going on. I think i'm going to put some lyrics in here
EVANESCENCE:
The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep
I need to tell you
Goodnight
When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue
I can't look away
As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me
Amy, marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you
So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You
GREAT SONG <3
<3 Megan | | |
| So yeah I'm kinda pissed off right now...so i guess ill write an entry assuming people actually will spend there time and read about my life lol.
So today (friday) the fam and i went out to ROTTELLI's that place i do believe game me food posioning. I'm not kidding, my stomache hurt so bad. Well after rottelli's (sp?) we drove out to station square to show josh how to get out there exactly for the dance tomorrow b/c he wasnt sure. Well on our way back, my mom was like are you ok with going out there, and he was like i think i woud prefere if you lead me out there, so my mom was like ok i'll just drive then instead of wasting all that gas. Logical i think yes. Well the second she said that he was all like i feel like you are treating me like a four year old. Ok who was the FUCKING ONE THAT SAID I WOULD BE MORE COMFORTABLE IF ONE OF YOU LEAD ME OUT THERE?? I think he did. So of course being the shit that he is some of the time he got into this big fight with my mother and of couse mad the rest of the car ride home miserable and my mother upset. Sometimes i really cannot take that kid. He wanted them to drop everything to do something for him, eventhough he knew that mom and dad were planning on taking me out to the mall and shopping because they had just spent close to $200 on this dance for him, but of course being the way it always is, it had to be about him. Ahhh, it just pisses me off. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...he made it out to sound like my mom was like FLIPPING OUT ABOUT IT. HE SAID HE WOULD BE MORE CONFORTABLE. AHHHHHHHH I'm just so pissed.    . I dont enjoy being angry i usually try to be happy i really do, but sometimes that doesnt happen.
Also there all this shit going on with my friend. I dont know if they fully understand that when im told i cant know because they think ill flip out how much that does hurt. To know that they feel like they cant talk to you. I cant control their decisions, it's not my life. I would like to know what is going on in there lives. Also they say they dont trust others but will tell them everything and i cant know anything because i overreact. I dont overreact, i may no support it, but ya know that's how it goes. I know they arent into the lifestyle i am. What they want to do is their issue. I cant stop them. Idk i think what gets me most is they make it so obvious that i cant know b/c i either wont understand, which is really saying they think im pretty much imature and couldnt possibly grasp the concept of their problem, meanwhile im probably more mature then they are when it comes to life experiences, and that i will flip out like some crazed lunitic. what makes me flip out is that i'm not allowed to know and they talk about it and if i come around they lie to my face. IM NOT FUCKING STUPID!!!!!! I MEAN MY GOSH IM A SMART KID DAMNIT, IM SURE I CAN RAP MY MIND AROUND THE CONCEPT. I'm not saying they have to tell me everything b/c im sure i dont care about everything, but if its something big and everyone know, even people that barly talk to them know, and i cant know, that really hurts. I know i used to flip out but i have changed. I dont know being treated like a crazed lunitic isnt what i would call a good times. Ahh well im sure not to many people read this, but if you did i appricate you taking the time to read this. And please comment
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| so let see whats going on...
this weekend was cool until late sunday afternoon.
On friday Amos and tansey came over we watched chasing liberty, which by the way is a very good movie. I'm not sure how much amy remembers of it cause she fell asleep at like 9 lol. good times. then tansey left at about 11 and then i decided to go to bed too since nothing exciting was going.
Saturday: Amos left at about 11 cause all these things got all freaked up with cars and things. The after amy left i got ready and went to st vincents to meet up with jill. Oh good times there. we swam, talked to people, called people. Ahh good times.
Sunday we went to st florians church thats were our old priest is now the priest of that church. o man i have seen someone so happy to see my family and me. i felt so special. after mass he invited us to go back to his house for coffee ahh goood times there, he's such a funny guy lol. When we got home i did ooo idk about NINE HOURS OF ENGLISH AND BIO HOMEWORK!!! I hated it.
Today. We had laugh time in wellness. that was fun, i like to laugh.
Tomorrow all the juniors have to take the PSSA's and that sucks b/c then second period i'm gonna be all alone, wtih just 3 other kids and the teacher. that should be ackward lol.
I turned in all my bio and english shit so that's a load off.
I got a 100% on my IS midterm the short answer part. all that freaking hard work payed off. I was so happy.
Tomorrow is Valentines Day, anyone want to be my valentine lol <3
Well to all with a valentine i wish you good times and have a happy day.
<3 <3
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| well i suppose ill grace my loyal readers with a lovely entry
Superbowl today...going to lynzy's they are having a party! should be fun.
Went to the library down in oakland yesterday with the family. That was pretty exciting i got a couple book on andrew lloyd webber cause we are going to have to write a research paper. i also got a book on alzheimer's and how they think it may be connected to meat preservitives (sp?). It's pretty interesting so far.
School is pretty normal for the most part. Ahh friday tansey and i dressed up like total steeler fans just for fun. we had black and yellow tube socks, rolled our pants up, war paint, and all the stuff. it was fun, go a lot of comments on it.
Wellness is pretty exciting mr t is really exciting and funny. I love that man. my class is a little dull besides a few people, they all just sorda sit there and are like ok  . Maybe they will open up soon.
Nothing else has really been going on. Friday i went to the middle school with lynzy and ash. we talked to mr c and mrs house. that was exciting we filled them in on some of the people that were in our house. Good times. then we went back to lynzys house and ash left, i stayed till about 11. we watched 40 year old vigin and chatted about things. we also went to block buster before all that we we went in with sun glasses on like hard asses.
Yesterday my dad also drove me around the carnegie mellon campus because that's one of the schools im thinking of going to, but im not sure yet.
well i guess thats about all!
Go STEELERS!
<3 Megan | | |
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